Michael Shelby Edwards
oil / dry media / ink
www.michaeledwardsart.com
Available: Contact artist.
michaelshelbyedwards@gmail.com
COMMENTS BY THE ARTIST In My
Father’s House
I walked away from the Church in my late teens. After a long, difficult
journey that included many confusing spiritual detours, failures and
devastations, I found myself reborn, to my utter amazement, into the
Catholic faith. I had moved to Philadelphia in 2006 to earn my MFA from
the Pennsylvania Academy of the Fine Arts. I stayed for two more years
after graduation, showing my work in Philadelphia and teaching.
In time, I began to feel a strong call to go home, back to my father’s
house. I made plans to move back to Seattle. Just a few weeks before I
was set to leave, despite all my prior efforts to avoid her, Holy Mother
Church came to me. I found myself on my knees, in the parking lot of an
all night diner around the corner from my studio in northeast
Philadelphia, at midnight on my 28th birthday, receiving the Sacrament
of Confession from a grandfatherly priest whom I had never met before,
who seemed to have appeared out of nowhere at that hour. This turn of
events I never could have predicted.
My penance was to receive Holy Communion the following Sunday, which
happened to be Easter Sunday. I followed this direction and never turned
back. This year, Holy Saturday marked the third anniversary of my
re-communion with the Catholic Church. Now the Easter season always
brings with it the celebration of both my temporal birthday and my
spiritual re-birth.
Returning to Seattle, I enthusiastically embarked upon the next part of
my voyage as an artist and a person of faith. I went back to my dad’s
house where I’d grown up, and set to work converting the old garage
building into my new studio. I found clothing and artifacts of my
grandfathers’ buried beneath decades of junk, and set them all around me
as I worked. I began to invite people back to the studio to work with
them there as models, to pray with them and share the faith with them. I
lovingly nicknamed the space, ‘The Chapel.’
I visited the St. James Cathedral almost every day during that time.
Sometimes I walked for an hour from the studio to the Cathedral for
daily mass, then back again to paint. The remaining time I spent
contemplating the teachings and treasures of the Church. In a way those
walks, and the Cathedral itself, became an extension of my studio, and
visa versa. Conviction, The Gift, and Brendan’s Voyage were the first
things to be born out of this sacred space. These little paintings bear
a special connection to the St. James Cathedral, so is a distinct
pleasure for me to see them come to this place, from one ‘Chapel’ to
another.
Indeed, this is the first time my work has ever been installed in a
Church, a public place of worship. To see painting placed here whispers
of a kind of historic justice. As the history of painting in the Western
world attests, the roots of painting in our culture lead inevitably back
to the Church, her stories and devotions; her architectural spaces. This
is as much a sign of homecoming for my own work as it is for painting
itself.
I’m curious to see what can happen to painting, and to us, the beholders
of painting, when we see it cross over from ‘Inside the White Cube’ of
the contemporary gallery space into the softly-lit, intricate interior
of the Church. To discover painting in the context of the sacred space
invites us to a type of encounter with painting-as-object that usually
doesn’t occur in a secular gallery or museum setting. The sacred space
encourages an engagement with painting that harkens to sacramental
devotion. Here, in the context of the Catholic Church, painting
unapologetically invites touch that leads to reverence; contemplation
that leads to prayer.
If you have the inclination, I hope you will feel emboldened to say a
little prayer as you look upon these paintings. Here, if nowhere else,
it would be fitting to do so. Perhaps you will add your prayers to those
of St. Brendan, St. Mary Magdalene, or Blessed Fra Angelico, ‘The
Angelic Painter,’ patron of Catholic artists. Perhaps you will be
inspired to pray for the continued healing and purification of God’s
people through the artistic vocation, and for the people whose faces
gave these images form.
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